Post by Frater G on Feb 22, 2008 1:22:57 GMT -5
About five years ago I decided it was time for life lessons. I felt the need to see deeper into myself and the world around me as I felt like I hit a wall. I needed a change of perspective and I had to shake my paradigm. I decided to grow sacred mushrooms. It's fairly easy provided conditions are right. After cultivating the Mycelium and placing it in the substrate I placed the container in the attic where it was rather hot that month. The first flush was stressed because the temperature shot up to 95 F that week....too hot. I had to add a little distilled water to compensate. That flush was rather small and the experiences of that batch were a bit stressed. It's an interesting connection. The second flush though was spectacular...beautiful specimens. Except there was one thing though. In the substrate I noticed a tiny spider...like a pinhead. It had set up camp in there you could say..so I left it there. 
That night I ingested a large dose. About 5 large specimens. The experience was amazing. The first thing I noticed were the visuals. They were spider-like...like web fractals. There was no stress just happy contentment. My mind was racing and I was receiving streams of Gnosis...answers were revealed. I felt connected to Gaia like in a giant web. A web of life all connected. I remember weeping at the beauty of it all. I sat and just meditated trying to expand and feel. To break out of my shell. I started to feel the sadness of Gaia. Tears welled up so I decide to take a walk and get some fresh air. I took a dog with me, Kurgan a Boxer I used to have. During my walk I could feel the emotions of plants and animals around me. It's like getting a quick picture.
After I got home I made the mistake of putting on the television. Television is such a negative experience when you really examine it. There's killing, war, death all portrayed as entertainment. I felt disgusted and angry. So I decided to find something funny. The next mistake was putting on the show Jackass. To this day I've never laughed as hard as I did watching the lunacy of those guys. All I can say is they're quite literally insane. And I was laughing insanely which was really good. A good release of stress. The whole experience was about two hours. I kept the knowledge which is what Manna gives you. You are changed forever.
These mushrooms are sacred they should never be taken with disrespect. The approach should be of reverence. I'm not advocating their use. I'm sure some will find this controversial. This is my personal method of exploration. This was the way of our oldest ancestors. The first Mystics.
That night I ingested a large dose. About 5 large specimens. The experience was amazing. The first thing I noticed were the visuals. They were spider-like...like web fractals. There was no stress just happy contentment. My mind was racing and I was receiving streams of Gnosis...answers were revealed. I felt connected to Gaia like in a giant web. A web of life all connected. I remember weeping at the beauty of it all. I sat and just meditated trying to expand and feel. To break out of my shell. I started to feel the sadness of Gaia. Tears welled up so I decide to take a walk and get some fresh air. I took a dog with me, Kurgan a Boxer I used to have. During my walk I could feel the emotions of plants and animals around me. It's like getting a quick picture.
After I got home I made the mistake of putting on the television. Television is such a negative experience when you really examine it. There's killing, war, death all portrayed as entertainment. I felt disgusted and angry. So I decided to find something funny. The next mistake was putting on the show Jackass. To this day I've never laughed as hard as I did watching the lunacy of those guys. All I can say is they're quite literally insane. And I was laughing insanely which was really good. A good release of stress. The whole experience was about two hours. I kept the knowledge which is what Manna gives you. You are changed forever.
These mushrooms are sacred they should never be taken with disrespect. The approach should be of reverence. I'm not advocating their use. I'm sure some will find this controversial. This is my personal method of exploration. This was the way of our oldest ancestors. The first Mystics.
